Bright Lights, Big City

In CSI N.Y. (don't ask me why I watch it....recently I watch too much TV) they were talking about a book called "Bright Lights, Big City" and the plot seemed interesting to me so I decided to look for it...and found it in my university's library.

The book is awesome, really.
So, which is worse: living an illusion or losing it?
Well, go and read the book please.
A long way of regaining consciousness.