Bright Lights, Big City

In CSI N.Y. (don't ask me why I watch it....recently I watch too much TV) they were talking about a book called "Bright Lights, Big City" and the plot seemed interesting to me so I decided to look for it...and found it in my university's library.

The book is awesome, really.
So, which is worse: living an illusion or losing it?
Well, go and read the book please.
A long way of regaining consciousness.

so.

finally I bought "fashion now 2".
a good overview and really inspiring ;D

♥presents

Cute stuff ♥


By the way, I think blush is so important for daily make-up ... without it I'd look dead and incredibly pale.
The one in the pictures is MAC mineralize blush, colour:gentle.

birthday. winter.

(photo: roses i got from my dad)

winter:
"It's hugely important, and it's disappearing with global warming. It's the season of the imagination, when we invent stories. We need winter to reflect, to sit in darkness, to deal with the ghosts of the past. And then we can move forward."
Sting in ZOO MAGAZINE nr.25

Even though I agree to that, this winter lasts too long for me now... I need the sun, easy brisk days which cheer me up.
I caught a cold and it seems the ghosts of the past haunt me too often recently...so
it's time for spring to come.

On 12th January is my birthday, and as this year's 12th January has already passed I'm a year older now.
Thanks to my family and my friends, this day was really wonderful ♥

it's been a while.

Here I am again, and there are several more or less important news.

First of all, I'm going to buy a camera. But still I haven't decided on which....
The Canon EOS 450D seems a good choice...
see here :
http://www.amazon.de/gp/product/images/B00131W8IW/ref=dp_image_z_0?ie=UTF8&n=11052871&s=photo
Well, the Nikon 3000 D also seems good
but hm, I have no real idea of cameras...
It's more like photography became much fun and I want to have better means to get the result I want.

Soso.
Next, I'm gonna quit university. I studied English and Japanese and it was really frsutrating...So I'm gonna do something new. Now I have to work on my application! (I really really have to get up my ass and WORK.)

And...
I joined lookbook.nu.
Here's my page.

OH!
And I'm planning a trip to Berlin!


AND.....!
My friend Martin is having an exhibition of some of his works:
http://www.ma-ho.com/
for those who speak Japanese: http://blog.galleryspeakfor.com/?eid=218496
and this here: http://bentographics.com/blog/martin-holtkamp-photography-exhibition/
I'd really like to got there...but I just can't afford it...there are several things I wanna do with the money I have now and so I'm just there in my thoughts.

Tilda. alone.

Swinton: Wenn du als Kind viel allein gelassen wirst, dann mag dir das gar nicht gefallen, aber es kann wirklich gut für dich sein - weil du dann ein reiches inneres Leben entwickelst. Wenn du zu sehr unter Leuten bist, dich allzu geborgen fühlst, fehlt die Herausforderung, innerlich zu wachsen.

zoo mag.

new copy of zoo magazine is awesome, feeds mind & heart.